Happy New Year 2006

Kind of hurry to post happy new year, but don't know what to post,, and this will be good for you guys that will not have time to read on holiday… so I should say now.

So I made the new template for celebrate new year too,,, just a simple one since I have no creative brain right now. I wish you guys like it.

I probably will design again later soon after new year and will post more too. This might be the last blog for this year… not that last, but who know,, if I have something interesting,,, I would post more.

Talking about holiday,,, I really wanna go somewhere,, one of Farang friends will go to Lao,,, One stay at Nepal,,, LOL I don't wanna go to Nepal.

Also LYC will have party at The Mix (New name @Richards), but I will not go since they charged for admission for 500 Baht, but I am poor. LOL If 200 Baht, I might. Haha

Thank you to Tom that pay for me that night, I hope you enjoy the night and like the group ;) — edited@Jan 2, 2006

If they still have party at Oasis,,, the roof.. That's nice place. I could go since I can bring my drink with me. I have no idea now.

It's ok… I could just stay home or being around Bangkok anywhere…. Have some fun alone.. (How can it be? hehehe)

I'm kind of sick lately… I am so weak.. I should go to see doctor soon,,, Or not go at all? Well,,, I think I really try to stay healthy, but sometime it couldn't help… I didn't exercise at all.

Anyway,, I'd like to go to massage.. I could go on New Year Eve. LOL

Enjoy your holidays!

See ya,
Tony

Merry Christmas

It started from Friday night. I threw a party with friends,, I thought just have party for 3 people since we don't have money to go out… I just planned to stay and drink at home..

It was fun because the other 3 friends came over then we have 7 people for party. LOL

We drank until 4 am then went to bed. Someone left and someone stayed over night.

One of them forgot toothbrush set, one of them forgot a cellphone in my room. LOL

One of them woke up in the morning when the other people left already… he was kind of lost. lol "Where are all of my fucking friends?" LOL

Also I called my mom on her birthday (same night),, she was "Is it my birthday?" WTF LOL only me can remember her birthday. That was a funny thing either.

Then Saturday, I was kind of sleep all day and tried to recover. lol

One of my Farang friend rang and ask if I like to go Babylon for foam party, I said "yes" since I wanted to see the place,, kind of curious. So it was fun at foam party. LOL I was danced in foam and watched people. One guy played my cock in foam also.

Then we went to Soi Twilight to visit some bar, pub and saw the fucking show. Oh that was fun.

Today just realy really really tired and sored. Oh I have to say "Merry Christmas" and "Good night"

See ya,
Tony

Where is my Santa?

Santa couldn't coming to town

This year will be lonely Christmas for me,,, since last year I have celebrated my first Christmas in USA.. I could be very lonely and miss all friend and people I love.. Or I could smile when I think they are having nice time to celebrate. So I just back to use the same old life. No more santa and no more snowman. Well,, all Christmas present still in my room every corner.

LYC have dinner at Telephone pub, but I think I could not go since no money,, really. I'd like to go, but need to save money to save life. LOL I started to look at my money and started to pay all debt as much as I can. It could be very long long time to finish it off.

This year will have some private time to think for myself… Think for future.. Have time for myself to relax. Still need someone.

See ya,
Tony

Let see my pics!

Okay,, I named this blog "My photo!" I has been took these pics several places and several feeling that time,, some still in my memory. Enjoy the show!

This pic took at Don Maung Airport, Bangkok With my little sister who live in Indiana. She going to leave Thailand and I sent her at the airport.

This pic looked so gay, I think. LOL
I was in Charlotte, NC in Thanksgiving.

This pic took by webcam in Phoenix, AZ.. while i am chatting
during the day,, saw a little dog head behine me? she is Princess.

This pic took at Cheese cake Factory in NC
I met Tim, a big fat old guy and we had lunch.

This pic took in front of the hotel in Singapore when I was there for the Exhibition fair.

This pic I was in Universal Stidio, Hollywood, CA

This pic from my friend wedding party, in Chaiyabumi, Thailand

And this pic I was an Oscar celebrity. LOL
It's in Universal Studio.

This pic took in Rajamangala University in Patumthani, Thailand

This one I really like… in Universal Studio

This one a little bit sexy from Laan Island, Pattaya.

This one is new haircut in Jeep,,, Phoenix, AZ

Haha,, I was a marketing instructor,, in Rangsit University, Sathornthani building

This small one from Santamonica, CA… beautiful

And last one on the bus headed to Chao Sam Rarn beach, Petchburi

"HOPE YOU LIKE THEM"

See ya,
Tony

What I suppose to do this late?

Thai boy with Bangkok Pride's rainbow flag

Tonite,, I still not sleep… It is 3 am. alread. I am tired, but can't sleep because I took a nap in evening.

I shaved my pubs in the morning and I spent all day with internet, watch cartoon, eating and just do it all like a cycle.

The cartoon I watched was Doraemon,,, old Japanese cartoon that I had for my collection. Quite fun :)

But the thing that I still feel in everyday,,, still in my mind,,, like a scar in my heart….that not yet recovered and waiting something or time to heal this wound. I still feel loney,, no matter how many people I chat with,,, no matter that I just went to see my friends, but when I get back home,, I feel so apart from this world,, it's too lonely. Do I really need someone? (I have to answer myself "Yes, I really do")

Sometime I think I should open for anyone more and more,, I thought I did though,,, but somehow I feel I am not ready for that since I scared I will hurt again… I scared I will fall in love too deep too fast like I used to be. I don't wanna do anything rush when I feel lonely.

Too bad I like only white guy and English language is only way I can communicate with them. Too bad almost guys I like are American. Too bad the guy I like not like me. Too bad I can't be happy by myself yet.

I wish I can forget all things that made me hurt and be happy with it as my experience,, those tought me my life. But I knew I almost forget how I used my life in USA,, I like it no matter I have some bad memory there. Something still beatiful, but I couldn't get back anymore.

…and I still see love is beatiful… It's very green to me.

See ya,
Tony