My Future?

Fuck I have been thinking of my future for a while and not sure what to do next. I can tell that now I am living for today and try to be survived and be well through tomorrow.

I am not satisfy what I am right now and heard from deep inside that I wanted something. I have been thinking..

I might try to the US visa again. This time I will try to get student visa, but I have to save big money first. This will take like a year I guess, but would be good if I have any good chance to have that amount of money soon.

I am finding that I would earn more money if my English is better and I could work in a different place and field.

Well if you can give me the chance that I can earn more money (or you will give me some. hehe), please let me know.

Love U.