I am lonely…. hold me baby


Tonight I am feeling lonely
I was trying to stay busy
But it’s just only me…. and me
I don’t wanna be…… alone

I wanted someone understand me
The one that who nice born to be
Live with me ’till his last breath
And I will love him every beat.

It is enough for me to hurt
I can’t be like that anymore
I didn’t mean that love is bored
I just waiting for when I get over soon

See ya,

Where is my money!

I really hate to be in a bad money situation, like this and I really waiting for new salary coming. Mannn, last night I was dreamed about my boss gave me the salary earlier than it used to be. I was happy in my dream. 🙂

I was thinking about move to new place to decrease the rent cost. Probably I will find new place that cost me only half from right now. It doesn’t matter if live in bad environment.. It’s just in the central of city.. Everywhere are crowd of people. Cuz I have more bills to pay… Actually move to new place didn’t help much for that. Well,, but it help some… Also I will not have internet at home,,, I guess.

Too bad I am not wealth born. 🙂 but I am a good boy. God will send a good guy to be my husband and live with me forever either I just live alone with happy sometime.

Sometime I think it’s just my problem.. I can’t have help from anyone. I was stupid that made all debt and try to live with the one I loved…. and he didn’t love me.. whatever… So I need to stand by my legs and live with this all debt. LOL (Laught as bored)

See ya,

Good bye Mark :-)

Last Sat night,, I wish you enjoy pizza. LOL but I just didn’t know you don’t like seafood. So I wish you good luck with your life in Nepal.

And try to read Thai language and not forget. When you get back here you will be easy to learn more. 🙂

Thank you being my friend. Good luck.

See ya,

Friday night : Dinner with friend at OHO resturant!!

Well,, no pic this blog. LOL I need to put something else

I met a lot of people last night,, again 😛 We met at OHO resturant,, at Soi 1. I thought it close to Soi 11 so after work,, I just head to there by walking. Oh,, it’s quite too far to walk.. LOL

I won’t do that again.. LOL

and we talked and talked. I joined the table with Martin (Cute one) and Steve (Talk a lottt) and then another Thai guy come to join later, Mark.

I’d love to go out after dinner, but well it’s not good since my money situation so bad and also have laptop and backpack with me.

So I just go home and done laundry and chat some and fell asleep. wink wink

Here is O-HO resturant information:
O..Ho… Restaurant
2/8 Soi Sri Bumphen
Phone: (0) 2286-5292
Email: bertgerb@hotmail.com
Located just around the corner from the Malaysia Hotel, gay owned and operated fully licensed restaurant, air conditioned, Thai and Western a la carte menu, soft background music with mood lighting and stunningly decorated. Prices very reasonable, dishes from 40 – 190 Baht. Open from 9:00 AM til midnight (member discounts for dinner only).

See ya,

This month in last year

It comes to my head in the morning,,, and I just emailed to someone that it was the same month in last year that I have my feet on USA’s ground.

It was Nov 17th, I took United Airline to USA. I could not forget that day.

It was a very long flight,, I didn’t fly with 100% good feeling because of some reason.

When I landed,,, almost everything surround me are totally different from where I came from. A lot of things are difficult for me.

I had a lot of experiense from there. I will remember every single thing that is good thing in my head and my mind forever,,, even I didn’t have a chance to get back again… Nobody need me there,,, I mean,, nobody really need me there.

I have a question!! Did you guy feel cold last night in Bangkok????

See ya,